So I’m still trying to my VLOG going.. My Ol phone ain’t acting right with the video part so I’m gonna try and get a small camcorder.. The past two days I have had severe ovary pain!! Last night I felt like someone was stabbing my insides with a hot poker stick! I wish I could get through a day without pain! Wishful thinking! 😬 I’m in class today which makes the pain worse.. I’m not in my pjs with a heating pad on my couch, exactly where I can’t wait to be! 5pm seems so far away! One day down with my pink drink! Plexus!! Will keep y’all updated on how well it helps my symptoms! Love y’all and stay strong! #endowarriors
I’m working on doing a video log! I think I can say the things I want to better than typing it. I can’t wait to get it all going.. I hope this works! #findacure #endowarriors can’t wait to share my first video! Sorry for the slow process but once I figure out this blog/VLOG thing I will be a lot a faster. 😊 Hope y’all have a blessed day!!
So last few days have been crazy! Had pain both days but pushed through it. So I have been thinking about telling my story in a VLOG because so much happened in Atlanta and here at home… Just so many details! Ok so what do y’all think because it kinda makes me nervous! Ya know… Talking to yourself and your phone 😁 ya might feel a little crazy!?!? So let me know what y’all think while I’m trying to build my confidence! I just want more women to know what it’s Endo is about. #raiseawareness #endolife #staystrong #keepfighting ❤️💛❤️💛
It’s raining cats and dogs here at the home place! Haven’t felt very well today so I have been inside the entire day.. I want so bad to fill y’all in on my experience in Atlanta, GA. A time when I was very very sick with endometriosis and the damage it was doing to my body! It’s a lot to cover so get ready. In the days ahead I will share one of the worst experiences and the most life changing experience in my life! Much love!! Stay strong and keep fighting! #endowarriors
I am at a place in my life where I accept the fact that I will hurt everyday! You grow accustomed to it all….doesn’t make it any easier! The damage this disease did to my body is unimaginable! The chronic pain all over, migraines, anxiety, it’s all so much for me. Especially since I was never hardly ever sick as a child. I’m at a higher risk for stroke and heart attack because of the stroke I suffered. All because one of the many surgeries I’ve had went terribly wrong. If I am ever able to become pregnant it will be a high risk pregnancy, for example my risk for eptopic pregnancy and miscarriage is greater! Fertility at this point in life is something I hope for but try not to get my hopes to high. 10 surgeries, medical debt, and pain….When will this vicious cycle ever stop??
I just want to share with everyone about this horrible disease! I want to raise awareness!! So how does little Ol me get the ball rolling?
Not knowing sucks! 7 weeks out from surgery…. Still in pain!! Doc talked to me about babies and fertility drugs today. Needless to say I’m confused, scared, wondering and every “what if” is running through my head! I’m almost 35 and ten surgeries in the books with one scarred up tube… Should I even try this and end up heartbroken?? I just want peace! So many fertility options, if we can’t get pregnant but all are so expensive! Then it just makes me so mad that just this week I hear of a mother of two giving her children away because she just didn’t want them anymore!!! Why?????? I’m giving it all to God! I just had to put my thoughts on here. I use to think I was a strong women but I’m feeling so weak, tired, and broken! Thanks for letting me vent! #endowarriors