Im started something new a couple weeks ago and I just got confirmation that maybe it will help my Endo symptoms.
My migraines/headaches have picked up in frequency. Not sure why!
Oh I quit cokes too but still have my coffee in the mornings. Drinking more water. Will just see if all these things help. Stay Strong! Keep fighting! #endowarriors
And this is what I read after posting my my thoughts today. God please give me peace, help calm my heart, I need more of you Lord!
This post is gonna be emotional. Fair warning….
I want a baby so bad I can already see her! Why do I live with a disease that’s keeping that one small thing from me! Im angry and sad all together.
Why is it so easy for people who don’t want babies to get pregnant? Then there are the ones who honestly just don’t treat their baby like the precious gift that it is! Children are amazing gifts from God!
My chance for miscarriage and eptopic pregnancy are so much higher than a woman without endo! If ya wanna talk stats! Oh and I’m older now so that’s a strike against me!
Oh and so many say to me well you should adopt! Or hey you should get a hysterectomy! I know people mean well but all this is just too much sometimes. Having a bad week! I just need to write down what was on my mind! #realtalk #nowyouknow I know God has a plan for me! I’m just hurting pretty bad, sad, and mad! I will push thru! #staystrong #endowarriors Happy Saturday!
Oh and ended up at the OB yesterday for a pain shot in the hip to help with my pain!!
I have been in the most excruciating pain everyday this week. It’s to the point I don’t know what to do anymore. I thought I would feel tons better after this last surgery but pain has almost worsen! I thought I had adjusted to the idea of being in pain all the time, but this is too much!! ENDO is mean and horrible. Prayers please! #tryingtostaystrong #waitingondoc #tocallback
So I’m still trying to my VLOG going.. My Ol phone ain’t acting right with the video part so I’m gonna try and get a small camcorder.. The past two days I have had severe ovary pain!! Last night I felt like someone was stabbing my insides with a hot poker stick! I wish I could get through a day without pain! Wishful thinking! 😬 I’m in class today which makes the pain worse.. I’m not in my pjs with a heating pad on my couch, exactly where I can’t wait to be! 5pm seems so far away! One day down with my pink drink! Plexus!! Will keep y’all updated on how well it helps my symptoms! Love y’all and stay strong! #endowarriors
I’m working on doing a video log! I think I can say the things I want to better than typing it. I can’t wait to get it all going.. I hope this works! #findacure #endowarriors can’t wait to share my first video! Sorry for the slow process but once I figure out this blog/VLOG thing I will be a lot a faster. 😊 Hope y’all have a blessed day!!
So last few days have been crazy! Had pain both days but pushed through it. So I have been thinking about telling my story in a VLOG because so much happened in Atlanta and here at home… Just so many details! Ok so what do y’all think because it kinda makes me nervous! Ya know… Talking to yourself and your phone 😁 ya might feel a little crazy!?!? So let me know what y’all think while I’m trying to build my confidence! I just want more women to know what it’s Endo is about. #raiseawareness #endolife #staystrong #keepfighting ❤️💛❤️💛
It’s raining cats and dogs here at the home place! Haven’t felt very well today so I have been inside the entire day.. I want so bad to fill y’all in on my experience in Atlanta, GA. A time when I was very very sick with endometriosis and the damage it was doing to my body! It’s a lot to cover so get ready. In the days ahead I will share one of the worst experiences and the most life changing experience in my life! Much love!! Stay strong and keep fighting! #endowarriors
I am at a place in my life where I accept the fact that I will hurt everyday! You grow accustomed to it all….doesn’t make it any easier! The damage this disease did to my body is unimaginable! The chronic pain all over, migraines, anxiety, it’s all so much for me. Especially since I was never hardly ever sick as a child. I’m at a higher risk for stroke and heart attack because of the stroke I suffered. All because one of the many surgeries I’ve had went terribly wrong. If I am ever able to become pregnant it will be a high risk pregnancy, for example my risk for eptopic pregnancy and miscarriage is greater! Fertility at this point in life is something I hope for but try not to get my hopes to high. 10 surgeries, medical debt, and pain….When will this vicious cycle ever stop??